nothing sweeter

25 Mar

Happy Friday!

This morning what started out as a bad attitude ended up as an amazing run.  Lately, the husband and I have been trying to do our short runs together before he goes to work in the morning, which works out great because he doesn’t have to do his at lunch, and I can get my workday started extra early.  But this morning, as soon as I opened my eyes I knew it was later than it should be.  We overslept by a good 45 minutes and had to rush just to get ready in time.  I really didn’t feel like driving down to the park to do my run, and I debated between that and just running on the street.  I don’t like to run on the streets by myself out here because there are a lot of loose dogs…but I also really don’t love doing laps where one time around equals less than 1 mile.  But alas I decided to get my butt down to the park and get it done.

I played a little trick by telling myself that I could walk as much as I wanted, but I had to get in the four miles.  Worked like a charm. I ended up not walking at all and finished in record time (for this race training anyway).

I actually started off a bit slow and the first mile was a bit uncomfortable – about 10:30 pace – but I steadily increased my pace throughout and then kicked it into high gear, running the last mile at 8:30.

The whole time I just kept chanting to myself “it’s okay to be uncomfortable!”  One thing I’ve learned about running is that there is a difference between pain and discomfort.  If I’m experiencing pain, I stop.  Because nothing is worth sacrificing my body.  But if I’m just feeling uncomfortable, I take that as a sign to push harder and get through it.  Pushing through discomfort always garners the best results.  Running (at least training for longer distances) isn’t necessarily supposed to easy.  If it was easy, then everyone would do it, right?  If it was easy, then crossing the finish line wouldn’t feel like someone just handed over all you’ve ever wanted wrapped up with a little bow on top.  Hard is worth it.  Uncomfortable is worth it.

I am so excited about this weekend because my BIL and SIL who live in Tulsa are out of town, and they offered to let us (me+husband+Olive) stay at their house.  We miss our furry baby so much it hurts, and nothing could make this weekend better than getting to spend the whole thing with her (and each other). I’m thinking there will be lots of exploring Tulsa, Lost marathons (we’re re-watching all the seasons), naps, photo taking and a long run on Sunday (followed by another nap:).

This past week hasn’t been an easy one.  I’ve been pretty stressed about all the job stuff (read: I don’t have one), and I’ve really been struggling with wishing away time.  I just want to get to June so we can move into our house and feel like we’ve officially transitioned to our new life; this in-between stage doesn’t suit me very well.  I know there is goodness and joy to be found in every stage of life we experience, and I’m trying to step back and focus on all the blessings in my life.  I think the more I try to seek out happiness despite my circumstances, the harder it is to find.  Happiness has to be felt inside, and it stems from contentment and finding joy in the little things – breathing in fresh air, the intense flavor of dark chocolate on the tongue, having the ability to see all the bright colors emerging with the new season. The more I remind myself of how wonderful it is to be able to see, feel, smell and experience every moment of life, the more it becomes ingrained as a natural part of my day.  Moving from the negative to the positive.

And speaking of the positive – this family that I told you about a few months ago is finally getting their sweet little girl this weekend.  I can’t imagine many things that could be sweeter.

Takes a deep breath, wonders at the air rushing out of her lungs and steeps in the peace found in this moment of being alive.


8 Responses to “nothing sweeter”

  1. Malissa March 26, 2011 at 1:04 pm #

    Great job on your run! Have fun in my city 🙂 I hope the sun comes out eventually, Haha.

    • candice March 28, 2011 at 9:50 pm #

      Thanks, girl! We did have a great time in your city. Actually, we ended up spending more time at the house and less time out and about. Really soaked up having our own space and our puppy dog. Hope the sun finally came out in Tulsa today!!

  2. amber@SAHM's musings March 26, 2011 at 11:14 pm #

    wow i think your weekend sounds fabulous!

    exciting news for the anderson crew. we have some friends from church that are currently in ethiopia picking up their son that they are adopting. they’ll be bringing him home on the 31st. i {heart} adoption!

    • candice March 28, 2011 at 9:51 pm #

      so exciting! I love hearing about adopting families, and I hope someday that will be the husband and I. Thanks for sharing about your friends!

  3. Lizz @ Leading the Good Life March 28, 2011 at 10:43 am #

    I’ve been doing something similar on my runs. Coming back from an injury has been hard for me. What used to be “easy runs” are now difficult. But just reminding myself that “this is supposed to be hard!” helps me envision myself getting stronger and breaking through.

    • candice March 28, 2011 at 9:52 pm #

      It’s hard when you feel like you should be able to do something, but you’re just not quite there yet. Hope your runs are getting better!

  4. salah@myhealthiestlifestyle March 28, 2011 at 12:24 pm #

    Such a wonderful post!!!

    • candice March 28, 2011 at 9:52 pm #

      aw, thanks friend:)

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